Trilogy

"I was thrown into the company of a most fascinating creature: a real goddess in my eyes, as long as she took no notice of me. I «never told my love» vocally; still, if looks have language, the merest idiot might have guessed I was over head and ears: she understood me at last, and looked a return - the sweetest of all imaginable looks. And what did I do? I confess it with shame - shrank icily into myself, like a snail; (...) "

Wuthering Heights - Emily Brontë

(Exactly the way I feel, and I couldn't find a better way to describe it.)